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woohaha im never in this journal anymore but im in the computer lab with jennifer and im bored so im updating. Yeah so wow im good and bored humph... im out.... -Jillian
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[01 May 2004|02:33pm] |
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New Journal Loves.... Im updating this one too but that other ones Friends Only................ New Journal Name :StarCoveredSky
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[28 Apr 2004|08:04pm] |
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HAH!
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| I'm such a big Dreamer |
[25 Apr 2004|09:21pm] |
-Cliche... cliche... what a horrible word.. I ahve decided that I hate cliche's. Why does everyone have to be labeled and place into a certain group. It's good for people to be different. It would suck if every god damn person did the same thing but what the hell makes someone who wheres Hollister or Abecrombie "cool"? What is "cool" anyway? the close we wear? How we act..? Being an asshole? does that make you cool.?? Being a whore? How come because I listen to different music im a fucking loser? What the hell makes me a nerd? Oh I'm sorry I dont hang all over a every guy I meet. But then again.... Alot of them "cool" people listen to the same music as I do? I dress the same as some of them... what the hell is this world coming to...................So on another thought. I went out friday night.went to the volleyball game and baseball game with April, Jenn, and Danielle. went home... then went back to aprils... chilled with them girls again and i think richie..? cory? and maybe Izzy.. I really dont remember...Nick also came a bit later.. we waited outside for him until it started to rain. Once he finally came we all chilled inside. Discussed music for quite awhile.
- I've realized that its really hard for me to concentrate on one thing for a long period of time. I loose instrest easily and start to day dream. I really think thats whats my problem with science and social studies. I loose interest so easily.I really hate school besides the friends part. The going for the "guy i like" isnt even a big deal anymore. Crushes have become so overrated and im tired of it. I cant get a boyfriend its simple as that. I dont need to go from liking guy to guy realize that I can't find a guy who likes me. I figured that one out in eigth grade. I wish there was a highschool where you could just specialize in english ... wirting ..literature... Basically an arts school. That would be so amazing to maybe expand on my writing. I've realized im not so good. But I'd still love to try and gte better and maybe actually have a teacher help me with it.
- How come people can be so moronic? as yall know who I am talking about. I think this should all just end and we should go on with our lives.. but we know this isnt going to happen. Why are we being blamed for things that did not happen???
-I really wish I could move and start all over. Id miss my friends and all of the new people ive become friends with but I think it'd be interesting to see how my life would turn out. Would I still be the same Loser I am here? or would it be completely different??
::Sigh::
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| Oh Baby; Pretty Like A Car Crash |
[22 Apr 2004|03:18pm] |
Push it a little further
The tachometer forces the scales to tip
Beauty that is so self consuming
And yet so skin deep there is not much left
Faster and faster as tires lose traction
Purchase lies sewn into modern fashion
Misled eyes that inspire destruction
How much more can your little vessel take on
Over extended and still out of reach
I can not seem to extinguish the blaze
That your body has set flame to
There is an arsonist among the architects
And you don? deserve this?you don? deserve this
Your creation has gone awry
Eyes hold back tears, but can not be torn away
This is what you have become
Because of what they say
Never to realize your true beauty
And sharp words can scar for a lifetime
Another one trying to escape the pressure
Of their perfectly painted picture
Mangled and deceived they left you in a wreck
I want to look away, just not yet
Page to page, cover to cover
Push two more back and indulge in another
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[21 Apr 2004|09:05am] |
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ccoommppuutteerrr lllaaabb
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[20 Apr 2004|09:03am] |
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So im in the computer lab "re-searching" for our english paper... which doesnt make sense b/c we already had to write a rough draft?? Anyways I thought we were suppoused to be in the library but OOOHHH well.. Im out
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[17 Apr 2004|05:07pm] |
So last night went to aprils chilled there for a bit... with Jenn, Danielle,and some others.. After a bit Nick and Pat showed up at her house hung with them.. The normal stuff... Woohoo I went to the mall today. Got clothes and of course they will be included
( Shexy )
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[13 Apr 2004|08:41pm] |
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So the vacations of over.... It was fun while it lasted... Friday we had a surprise thingy for Jenns birthday.. It was fun...Um saturday... nothing... sunday was easter... Monday we were suppoused to go to 2686 but ended up chilling at Danielles with april ,and danielles friend jackie.... it was fun.. Nothing today... school tomorrow... ::sigh::
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[11 Apr 2004|08:53pm] |
You and I, cold February night
It's been a half an hour
Taking sweet time saying our goodbyes
One minute more, GO!!!
The best day of my life is all thanks to you
Precious remembrance single rainy day or February
Few scenes from my life or moments mean more to me
than our fine nights,
I remember like yesterday, the time of my life
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
As weekdays and weekdays unwind,
I'll be found staring back in time
2-12-99 at the stroke of midnight
Holding you tight, your body and mine, in February
Few scenes from my life or moments mean more to me than our fine nights,
I remember like yesterday, the time of my life
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
Please don't leave me without saying goodbye
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[09 Apr 2004|10:01am] |
So its ten O'clock in the morning and im up.... why is that... Anyways its already friday!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH... I wrte about monday and the weekend already. So then tuesday nothing I think....? wednsday night bowling alley with April, Jackie, and Danielle C. and then Last night I went to the bowling Alley with April. we couldnt get in touch with Nick so that stunk, but we chilled anyway. Actually were gonna have to yell at Nick because he said to call him if we go out... what do we do... we call him... he went out somewhere else... weener.. heh oh well... :sigh: my new Ken background. hes so beautiful. I love him lololol.. alrighty im out--
♥ Jillian ♥
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[08 Apr 2004|02:20pm] |
And yet again...... I'm bored
should I be an angsty emo kid who takes pictures of themselves on artsy angles.... Nah
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[07 Apr 2004|02:13pm] |
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So monday I went to 2686 with April... we met up with Nick and his crew. heh i didnt dance like once lol.. we kept to ourself most of the time, though I think we still had fun just hangin out. So we see Billy Meritt.... and he doesnt remember me. Ive know the damn kid since... Kindergaten? He though my name was megan... gr what a weener.. Oh well..... I havent done anything since monday so we all gots ta chill lololol..
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[06 Apr 2004|01:48pm] |
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so I was bored...
( I want you )
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[04 Apr 2004|05:23pm] |
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Okie I havent had a REAL update in a bit so I'll start with Friday... after school I walked to K-mart with April to get my gloves for color guard... (I have to return them because only one was in the bag i didnt think of checking) then we went and got Danielle C. and we walked to Memorial for the baseball game and it ended up being cancled so we walked to aprils.. then I went home like a few minutes later. I couldnt go out at night cause i didnt ask till like 8:30.. then yesterday I went to april soccer game and sat with Danielle C. and then Jenn came a bit later. Then again we went back to aprils .. again I went home.. and then that night went to april's and hung out with her Danielle C. and Jenn for awhile...Jenn had to leave and then we were suppoused to meet Nick at the bowling alley and... he and Pat ended up coming to aprils house and then we all walked there. It was fun. Only Danielle and me ended up bowling but it was all good. we had fun. A Whole week Off!! thank goodness.
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[03 Apr 2004|12:39pm] |
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i saw a wonderful thing today... I was sitting at my dining room table and i was looking put the window... and its so crappy and gloomy out, and all of a sudden I see a red cardinal fly by it was like a movie.. the dark scenes and the one colorful thing... It made my day
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[30 Mar 2004|09:05am] |
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library...bored
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[29 Mar 2004|08:58am] |
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now im in the library with Jenn... Lots of Fun. Had the last day of the play saturday. Then we went to the party. Me and April were hiding in my moms car cause we didnt want to be the first ones and we didnt realzie the window was open and so we were cracking up when she walked by. It was funny she noticed and askedwhy we didnt come in once we really did get out... so we were the first ones there but it was all good and fun. we talked to so many people we probably never would have talked to if it wasnt for the show.. So we talked to Bobby....uh.... and um... other people... I only really remember talking to him. And I have to admit that I miss arguing with Andrew. Saturday he kind of became a friend to us so were gonna have to attack him today. And Sean became my buddy saturday DURING the show as well but again I dont see him much during school so oh well... I really have met so many new people and made so many new friends. So the show ending is quite depressing.So anyways im bored so im going to go read everyone journal now....-Jillian ♥
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